We don't realize what we have until its gone. For me this year it'll be that my family probably won't be together for the holidays. I've always taken for granted having my family around for the holidays. But this year things are completely different. It's hard to think that my family is going to be separated for Thanksgiving and Christmas, it's something I've never thought was going to happen in to my sister and I moved out of the house and away from my mom and dad. Even last year when I wasn't living at home I still was home for Christmas and I was there at Thanksgiving. This year unless there's a major change I don't think we're going to be together for Christmas and I know for sure Thanksgiving won't be the same. Right now my sister isn't living at home with us. And I can't give much details but we know that unless there is a miracle she won't be home permanently for either holiday. I never thought that something like this would happen to me and my family but it is. Its really up in the air right now and that just doesn't seem right. Ever since we were little George and I would sleep in the same room Christmas Eve and whoever woke up 1st had to wake everyone up. Most of the time its me and I tend to scope everything out first if I didn't help put the presents under the tree the night before. And to think that may not be able to happen this year. It absolutely breaks my heart to even think of this but I know that this may be our reality this year. I hope everyday for the chance to have a normal holiday season.
Wishing my little sister one very Happy 14th Birthday!!! I love you like no one else will. Like Bonnie and Clyde. Like marshmallows and hot chocolate like mustard on a hot dog you are my best friend. I love you to death and will protect you until the day I die. I'll always be there for you, to give you advice, to be there for you to help guide you in the right direction, to show you what it's like to be a strong woman even though you show me what it's like to be a strong woman on a daily basis. Words can't describe how proud I am of you and how far you've come. So Happy Birthday I love you and I hope you have a great day tomorrow.
Until Next Time ♡
