Hey all! Today is a good day. I'm glad I'm alive and I feel ready to live another day. I feel good in my skin and don't really care that my hair has flyaways galore. We all know that these are the days that make us thankful. But, what about the not so great days, the ones where we shake our heads, constantly look at the ground, and when we look in the mirror it just makes your skin crawl. Also known as the bad days. As we all continue to go through the wonderful thing called daily life, I hope that the good days outway the bad.
I guess that its time to get down to the nitty gritty of what's on my mind for the day. Regrets. We all have them. Some are bigger than others. There are the small ones that you just let go and move on, then there are the others that we just can't let go. I have so many that I've just let go and those just are so easy and then there are the ones I feel given the choice I may never let go. But, knowing that and knowing how I am I realize that I am one to hold grudges for as long as I can then suddenly just be done and let it go. But regret not so much. I'm more of the type of that will sit with it on my mind for a while then just decide to be done but it won't totally leave me. Because I believe that with every mistake and regret there is a chance to grow and learn. Today I'm taking my regrets and mistakes and choosing to make it an opportunity to learn.
What I'm learning and taking from everything is that there are things that are going to happen that are going to make you a better person and here it is that saying that people and things are gonna happen and you have to take that see the best in it l learn from it and try your best to move on. So today is a monumental day in my life I'm finally going to let go of Steven and all the things he said and all the things he did and tried to do. I'm going to stop thinking that every guy in this big world is just here to hurt me because I'm different. I'm going to take my heart off my sleeve because for some unknown reason thats where I like to wear mine. Turn off the constant attitude and be the fun-loving, sweet, beautiful Bre that only my family and close friends get to see. It has to be me all the time no filter. I have the regret of Steven, yes. But I'm done wasting the time of that. Its consuming me and every little good part of my life. No man should ever have that big of a hold on anyone. So in closing to this all over the place blog, I'll leave you with one of my favorite quotes.
"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." - A Cinderella Story
Until Next Time
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