Well today I woke up and felt like writing. So I am going to write.
Lots has happened since I posted last. I kind of muttled through my daily life and just went with the flow. I feel like I work all the time and have no time to write. But, today I am because I have found inspiration to write again. Which is good because I felt blocked. Blocked from my mind and my soul it seems.
There are only two things I want to discuss. So it will be a shorter post.
First off I want to get the whole feud between Joey Logano and Denny Hamlin and my opinions about it off my chest. The blowout from Bristol was something that I wish I could've seen. What happened on the track was something that just makes my blood boil. I didn't see it happen live but I did see it after the fact. I don't know why but at the end of the season last year I knew things between the former teammates would end up sour. I just didn't know when or what track it would start at. But I really didn't expect it to be the very first race after Joey left Gibbs. Social media fueled the start of this feud just like so many of the others. I'm not sure how many of you follow Nascar but these things can last a long time.
I wouldn't be surprised if Joey retaliated against Denny. Because in my opinion what Denny did was completely wrong. Spinning him out like that seemed intentional, and from the Twitter war he started it just seems to coincidental.
Second thing I want to share is just how happy I've been lately. Its strange honestly to feel as happy as I have for the past week or so. Things have been taking a turn for the better for the most part. But it's like the fact that my life finally headed in the right direction and then the flight or fight kicks in and I'm choosing the the flight instead of the fight. It's all just an uncharted water that I'm terrified to explore. At the end of the day I know that what I truly want is to be happy, and going to bed with a smile on my face and waking up with it still there just isn't enough. It's every smile that comes in between those 2 that is making me want to choose to fight this battle, the one inside myself and the one that is on the outside as well. Although this may seem like a weird thing to say I'm going to say it anyways. I'm prepared to fight til the bitter end and I will be the victor, no more flight all I've got left in me is fight and my utter happiness will be the prize in the end.
Until Next Time
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