Hey all! You all know that my life has been an up and down roller coaster ride as of late. Very busy. Battles in my personal life and my love life right now is down the tubes. Even though we all know I want that to change. But anyways... I just thought I'd do an all over update today while I have some downtime waiting for a friend.
So, a while back I wrote a few blogs on Lyric and Elizabeth. I just want y'all to know that they have still not been found but as far as I know the authorities are still looking for them and believe that they are are alive. So keep them and their families in your thoughts and prayers as the holidays are just around the corner and I would hate to see them not be able to be with their families at such a wonderful time of the year.
I don't know if y'all want an update on my love life, but I'm gonna give it to you anyways. They guy that created my magic on Saturday a few weeks ago is still around but not as much as I'd like him to be. We talk/text almost every day which is nice but I want more from him than that. I want to be around him and see him more than I was before and definately more than I am now. He's just so all over the place that its hard to get a solid read on him most of the time. Like that clear as day feeling that the person wants you around. Somedays I get the feeling then other days I'm frozen out and I just can't figure out why. It's irritating as hell and somedays I just want to just shout at him to make up his mind, I'm not a thing that can be played with and toyed with. We all know it happens with at least one guy or another. But the fact that he's there to help me with the battles between my family and myself is really nice and I'm glad that he understands my situation and I'm not having to explain it to him like I would if I was talking to someone else.
And the last thing I want to touch on today is something my mom has said to me recently and the truth and the lie behind it all... Friends come and go but family is forever. We've all heard this saying or something similair at least once in our lives and most of the time we think about how true or false the statement is. There is no inbetween, or is there? Because if you really think about it especially in the American culture there are people who become so close with their friends that they are literally their extended family and they go and do things with them as a family and they grow close to each other and treat one another like their actual family. I have people in my life like that. We are very close, do a lot of things together, talk all the time, spend so much time together that its hard to keep track. I know that it may not sound like the best thing in the world but when you realize what I have in the last few months then you should come to understand where the lie comes from in this statement and that there is little to no truth that is actually there. But, anyways I've got to get this apartment search I started finished so.....
Until Next Time
So, a while back I wrote a few blogs on Lyric and Elizabeth. I just want y'all to know that they have still not been found but as far as I know the authorities are still looking for them and believe that they are are alive. So keep them and their families in your thoughts and prayers as the holidays are just around the corner and I would hate to see them not be able to be with their families at such a wonderful time of the year.
I don't know if y'all want an update on my love life, but I'm gonna give it to you anyways. They guy that created my magic on Saturday a few weeks ago is still around but not as much as I'd like him to be. We talk/text almost every day which is nice but I want more from him than that. I want to be around him and see him more than I was before and definately more than I am now. He's just so all over the place that its hard to get a solid read on him most of the time. Like that clear as day feeling that the person wants you around. Somedays I get the feeling then other days I'm frozen out and I just can't figure out why. It's irritating as hell and somedays I just want to just shout at him to make up his mind, I'm not a thing that can be played with and toyed with. We all know it happens with at least one guy or another. But the fact that he's there to help me with the battles between my family and myself is really nice and I'm glad that he understands my situation and I'm not having to explain it to him like I would if I was talking to someone else.
And the last thing I want to touch on today is something my mom has said to me recently and the truth and the lie behind it all... Friends come and go but family is forever. We've all heard this saying or something similair at least once in our lives and most of the time we think about how true or false the statement is. There is no inbetween, or is there? Because if you really think about it especially in the American culture there are people who become so close with their friends that they are literally their extended family and they go and do things with them as a family and they grow close to each other and treat one another like their actual family. I have people in my life like that. We are very close, do a lot of things together, talk all the time, spend so much time together that its hard to keep track. I know that it may not sound like the best thing in the world but when you realize what I have in the last few months then you should come to understand where the lie comes from in this statement and that there is little to no truth that is actually there. But, anyways I've got to get this apartment search I started finished so.....
Until Next Time
